Done 54 days Novena journey and ending it back to ground zero. Answer ? None Excitement ? None Disappointment ? Yes I feel discouraged and uneasy as there's no answer in my prayer request and in fact it seems that I need to stay in this company which I don't have any heart anymore. I really want to take a break, start a new journey and feel excitement ! Currently I feel burn out, no more excitements, guilty feeling sometimes and feel that I am not able to grow even more. Back to the story of Bak Kut Teh. I have been craving Bak Kut Teh since the day before, so I told hubby let's have dinner bak kut teh at our usual place at Bukit Timah. On the way there, the sky was very dark and when we reached there, it's pouring like cat and dog and we even couldn't get the carpark nearby there so we decided to go to the mall and the nearest one was JEM. After parking, we went to the Bak Kut Teh restaurant at Jem and the queue was very long. We almost gave up and forgo our plan....