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Sin & Forgiveness


What is Sin ?
Sin happens when we disobey God's commandments.
Either it's big or small, sin is still sin and once we disobey God, it covers up our mind, heart, and soul and create huge border in between heaven and hell.

How the sin happens ?
It's started from desire and temptation.
The evil knows our weaknesses very well more than ourselves.
Once, we step apart from God, he will attack this little hole in our life.
He starts with deceiving. He shows us the sweetness and goodness, sometimes he can quote from the bible too.
Once we are trapped, he never lets us go.
The more we want to get out, the more he pulls us down with all deceives.

What's the consequences of sin ?
We start to doubt ourselves, doubting God, doubting others.
We will be confused between truth and lies.
Slowly, we will be blinded and couldn't see what the truth is.
In the end, we rely on our own strength and understanding because we thought that God has left us and we are completely alone.

Pride takes over us and makes us step farther from God.
The farther we are with God, the more lost we are in.
We chase the wrong things and all vanities.

Until one day, we found that's it's all useless, we feel so empty eventhough we have materials things.
We yearn to be loved as who we are, we are seeking the true meaning of life.
We feel tormented and live without any purpose
Slowly our soul is dying and feel like we are in hell.

How do we get back to life again ?
God never leaves us for sure, it's us who leave God.
In our lowest point, emptiness, this is usually where a little voice calls and touches us.
It's up to us whether we want to hear and follow this little voice, or shut and harden our heart.
The little voice usually never says anything other than "I love you as the way you are".
This is the turning back point that touches the humanity.
When we say yes, I want to come back to You, Lord, that's where the forgiveness and healing starts.

The consequences of our wrongdoings are still there and there's always pay back time because that's call justice.
But God is merciful, He never punishes us, He forgives and saves us from the death of our soul.
He gives us grace and strength as well as joy and peace while we are doing pay back time.

Once, it's all over, we could feel the peace and joy one more time.
Our soul will be back to life again.
We feel the heaven inside our life, love overflowing until we can't contain it, we always look forward the life and want to do something to save others souls too.





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