Davin Indah Love story

Confused - Overwhelmed - Sad - Disappointed - Insecurity - Betrayed Love - mercy - pity - acceptance When both feelings are mixed, the result is numb. It feels like your heart has been pierced and wrenched till it hits the nerves and you can't feel anything anymore. When I thought I was in cloud 9, has been reconciled with hubby. He dropped the grenade yesterday. He confessed everything that I have been suspected long before. I knew that something was not right but I just couldn't pinpoint, when I confronted him, he always defended and assured me that I was the one for him thus it made me feel that this was my fault feeling too sensitive and thought that it's just simply my illusion and imagination. I always tried to convince myself that he loved me wholeheartedly especially the past week that he always hugged and cuddled me before sleep. Turned out, he affirmed that my suspicious was correct. I was still in denial and thought that it's just a dream. The more he confess...

After all drama that happens recently between us and our close friends, we are reminded that how important is our spouse. Looking back where we started 16 years ago and how we journeyed together in good and bad times and how we grew to be more mature and wiser, we are grateful that we have each other to support, push to the limit and also cheer up. These past few days, we talked a lot about the past and affirmed that we can't live without each other. I am his guardian angel and he is my pillar of strength and it makes us fall in love once again. We had a great sex in the past few days and the emotional connection is so strong. I am grateful for this pruning time to make us realise that we are the best gift for each other from God. Winter snow if falling down, Children laughing all around Lights are turning on, like a fairy tale come true Sitting by the fire we made You're the answer when I prayed I would find someone, and baby I found you All I want is to hold you forever All I...

To celebrate life back to normal and living with Covid, we went out to the bar with our friends to chill, listen to live music. We felt like we went back to the past when we were young and foolish and had great time. It felt that night is still young and we go for party to unleash our active energy.

After coming back from ladies night, we had another heart to heart talk about the same topic. I poured my heart to him since I was under alcohol influence, I may not be able to think straight thus I just said whatever I felt inside without thinking.  Of course, it agitated him, he felt that he's being judged and controlled and felt that it's not fair for him. I knew I was wrong because I didn't think properly when I said thus it created another confusion. Thanks God, he fully understood what I was coming from. Thus we could calm down, and he assured me that he loves me wholeheartedly since the beginning, now and forever. He told me that I was his lucky charms and guardian angel. Who he is now because I have a big role in shaping him to be the better man.

It's my first time celebrating Kartini in Singapore haha by wearing kebaya. It happened last Thursday when I served PD KKIS.  I'm look good, aren't I ? haha

I started my personal fasting journey last Monday after Easter for the heart purification for myself, hubby and two of my close friends who have been struggling as well. On the second day, I was in a roller coaster state especially the evening time. The trigger point was when hubby messaged his "fling" for common stuff about the kids' homework but I found it's a bit intense and annoyed. Aware of the situation, he suddenly shown it to me without me asking to see the messages. After watching netflix, he wanted to make love with me, but I just didn't feel good about it. I told him that I was not in the mood and felt not good. I told him what I felt, my doubt and confusion and I even didn't know whether it's just my imagination or my strong sense that something was not right. We talked heart to heart and he understood my point of view, the hurt inflicted to me. I told him that I didn't blame him because I knew in his logic part, he was aware what is right ...

2 years ago, I joined this company. It's started when the covid struck us until now when we are slowly enjoying new normal and live with endemic. It's been a fruitful journey, I am so grateful for the bosses who are very understanding and trusting me and even my position may be the lowest among all, they never look down. They never take granted for everything that the team does. Even, I admire them for their spirit of humility. When they make mistake, they take the responsibility and not shifting the blame to other people. They are full of justice and mercy also, I could see the Christian life from the way they lead the team. I only can say Thank you Jesus for this amazing blessing that I am able to be who I am, serving this company with all my heart, growing to be the better person everyday. And to celebrate it, we went to Bali. It's first time after 2 years that we are see the world again. Eventhough, it's a hectic week as we just decided it last week but it's fru...

It's been a fruitful easter long weekend after all the hoorah and party last week, it's time to hibernate, spending quality time with myself and loved ones. I had very good naps three days in a row, netflix and chill at night with hubby watching and discussing The Ultimatum shows, making love, cleaning the house, cooking for the kids and teaching the kids. We attended Maundy Thursday, Good Friday and Easter Sunday mass. The beautiful sight is when I saw hubby and our eldest one serve the mass together. On Saturday, we had a date night at Clarke Quay. It's such a different vibe that I have been missing in the past 2 years. We ate at Hooters and took the night strolling while stopping by for live music in different cafes. What a beautiful Easter and surrounded by the loved ones !

The presents I received for my 40th Birthday, thank you so much 

 I am so grateful with friends that I have, they shower me with gifts, wishes, dinner and party. Nothing I could ask for. The first celebration with ladies group at Tapas Winery. Great food and lovely companions. The second celebration is with our kids' godparents and our goddaughter at Huber. It's scorching sunny day, the food and the laughter save the day. The third celebration was with my gym mates, three of us are moms, love fitness and fashion. Come from different background and origin, we shared our life story and inspiring one another. We had a great time at Spot, the food was really good and lucky we have Entertainer apps so we could get one to one main course and ordered cocktails. Another celebration with my former client, we had high tea at Spruce and shared our life story. The last celebration is with my ex- NUS mates, it's been 20 years of friendship and counting and hopefully it lasts forever. We celebrated it at Paulaner Brauhause for beer and German platter.