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Two Wishes

With the recent tragedy in Surabaya where there were 5 bombs exploded in different places, it reminds me that life is so fragile.
In a second, we could leave this world or left behind by our loved ones.

Every time hubby is travelling alone for business trip, I always pray to God for his safety.
I am having flight phobia since my uncle died in flight accident years ago.

I imagine if God asks me, what are the wishes that you want God to fulfil ?
I have two wishes :

1. Please don't let either me or hubby leave this world too early and leaving the family behind
I can't live without him, nurturing the kids and taking care this family alone, and so my hubby.
Both of us are completing each other to complete our tasks in this world. Therefore I ask God, please give us a chance to complete our mission together until our children are grown up and have continued the legacy of love and truth

2. Please don't give me anymore children
It sounds silly, but seriously I'm terrified having another child.
This is the only thing that I can't trust God completely.
Because once it's planted in my womb, it will be our responsibility for a life time and we have more than enough in our plate.
Taking care three children without any helper are really pushing our limit as parents

Well, those are my wishes and hope God listen and make it true :)
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