As I mentioned in my 40th birthday reflection that 40 is a new 20 where God gives me a second chance to live my life in the fullest by using all my gifts and talents to be fruitful and become blessings for others.
Indeed, on my annual performance review, I was prompted to write self assessment and proposed myself to be transferred into different department which is business development.
I was in sales and marketing in my whole career life however I never felt that I had achieve success. I always felt that I was a failure because I never made a big sales. That's why I want to make another attempt to prove myself that I could do it.
I was born with entrepreneur spirit, I love learning new things, create something, solve the problems but I lack of perseverance.
Thus, I challenge myself to do the best I could for this company.
It's not an easy journey, there were times that I was down especially when I have planted a lot of seeds and nothing happen. But there were good times too where I got positive responses from prospects.
Despite all those external challenges, I feel so grateful that many people supporting me. My hubby believes in me and cheers me up even though he doesn't understand the business.
My team mates support and back me up when I don't understand or stuck during presentation to the clients and most importantly the CEO who is a servant leader and doesn't mind to get dirty hands.
The journey is still long and not sure when the seeds will start sprouting but I will keep doing what I could do. And these verse reminds me and become my daily strength.
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