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In the crossroad

This past few weeks I was in a dilemma, having self doubt and questions myself which path should I take.

1. Should I stay in this company, dedicate myself fully to help this company and bringing them to positive number ?

Or

2. Should I move to other companies, learning new things and challenge myself to be the better version of me ?

I didn't have any negative complains about my current company.

The bosses are very nice, accommodating and respect each individual. The team is united even though each of us has different character, there are few conflicts here and there but it's manageable and because we want to give the best in each of our roles. The remuneration and benefits are good, I am still able to work from home, do my routine etc.

What lacking is the direction, mentorship and coaching. Sometimes I feel so lost about which customers should I target, how should I engage with them effectively, is our product able to solve their problems etc and my team is just me and another lady who are also clueless about the sales. Thus, I feel so stagnant and am not be able to reach my full potential.

On the other hand, considering move to the other companies may be a big step to take.

Swimming to the ocean with unknown and uncertainty is a big decision, either I survive and can overcome the hurdles or drowning.

Would moving to other company is just a distraction and runaway solution or is there any fundamental or real reason to take this step ?

These are the dilemma I face right now. Again, I take one step a time and let God direct and guide my way.



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