Davin Indah Love story

I think it's been quite sometimes I didn't write what I am grateful for. So here's it is a list of my gratitude while I am sipping in my tea and listening to the song "Anugrah Terbesar" First of all, I am very grateful of God's unconditional love and daily grace. How I am loved as who I am with all my flaws, mistakes and imperfection. I am a free woman and saved by God's grace. I am grateful that God has revealed His purpose of creating me as one of His beloved one. This empowers me to make use my time fruitfully in this world. I am grateful for the good health and the body He has entrusted. This is the best gift I ever received from the tiny cells until the whole body, He wonderfully made it from my mother's womb. I am so grateful for another best gift in my life which is my hubby. How his heart thirsts to know more about You, seeing him growing closer and gaining Your wisdom are priceless. I am grateful that You have reconciled us, ...

A day after Father's Day celebration, we finally had couple time after 2 months of lockdown. We took a leave but we spent only half day together as I needed to send our youngest one for eye's check up. We went to Vivocity for afternoon tea then to Daiso and Popular as I needed to buy some necessity for the kids. With the opening of Ph 2 as a new normal, things may not the same as before. We needed to check and and out million times to different shops, masks on every where except when we are eating. Well, hopefully everything turns get better and back to normal like before.

Today we celebrate Father's Day and the opening of Ph 2. We are so happy that we can meet our close family which is my sister and cousin freely. We have lots of talking over lunch. I cooked special which is Indische - Dutch Menu. - Huzarensla - Indische Pastel - Macaroni Schotel - Bitterballen - Poffertjes I ordered Dark chocolate cake, his favourite cake from Awfully Chocolate too. What a beautiful Sunday ! In the morning, he played with the kids Playstation then he brought the kids to Clementi Mall. After lunch, we attended online mass together. The kids also made this cards for him. In the afternoon, we strolled at Botanic Garden while observing and enjoying God's beautiful creations.

After he read the love letter, he gently touched and hugged me from behind while I was in the prayer mode. He said thank you and appreciated the letter and consoled me. In the end, we reconciled within 10 minutes. Through the problems and challenges, our love sparks again. Like a friction between two rocks can create a fire. A friction in our marriage life also able to create a love spark again. I gave thanks to God that we experienced this friction to purify us and make us becoming a better person to each other. At night, we renewed our covenant again and the feeling like when we were just getting married. Then, we plan to have couple time this coming Monday by going out to our favourite place just two of us.

Ketika hatiku telah disakiti Ajarku memberi hati mengampuni Ketika hidupku telah dihakimi Ajarku memberi hati mengasihi Ampuni bila kami, tak mampu mengampuni yang bersalah kepada kami Seperti hati bapa mengampuni Mengasihi tiada pamrih Ketika hatiku telah disakiti Ajarku memberi hati mengampuni Ketika hidupku telah dihakimi Ajarku memberi hati mengasihi Ampuni bila kami, tak mampu mengampuni yang bersalah kepada kami Seperti hati bapa mengampuni …

Yesterday night I was not in the good state. I felt the power of evil was greater than anything else. My heart beat was racing fast, I could not sleep in my bed, as I feel my hubby as my enemy. I moved to kids room and accompanied them for a while, but again it didn't help. Then, there's a soft gentle voice to ask me for attending the mass. At 11.45pm, I quietly moved to the study room, open my youtube and attending 30mins mass by Arch. William. This is for the first time during CB, I could feel the power of mass. Apparently, the reading is about not taking revenge. Mercy over justice. I cried my heart out to God and after the mass, I had a courage to write love letter to my hubby. I told him what I felt and despite everything, I still love him as who he is. I slipped it over his working laptop, then I went to sleep. I didn't sleep well last night perhaps managed to sleep 2 hours. I woke up in the morning because I had works to do. Then during my prayer tim...

This morning when I woke up, I have told myself that I will shut myself up and give him some spaces to sort it out, better if I can vanish in the air. I want to be invisible as I don't want to aggravate situations. During my quiet time with God, I poured my feeling down and offered him as my sacrifice. I read and prayed Psalm 51 as I may have sins that I may not realise it. A message I received from today's gospel is about revenge. Never do any revenge, instead love and pray. He may be lost and broken and perhaps because of the sins, he failed to see the goodness of me. What he saw is my flaws and I don't meet his expectations. What I need to do is Love him Pray and fast for him Forgive him I flashed back the day I met him, the day I asked him to be my boyfriend, the day I proposed him to be my husband. All along, I have accepted him as who he is, no matter what flaws he have, because that's make him, he. When he changed to be better, I am happ...

Last week, I joined online Life in the Spirit organised by HSM in Surabaya, Indonesia. At first, I have a doubt that it will work. However, one of the lessons learned is  NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF HOLY SPIRIT. God's works are not limited by time and space and like Romans 8 : 28 said This is not my first joining life in the Spirit Seminar but I have desire to be renewed and rejuvenated. I was crying from the Praise and Worship session until the anointing of Holy Spirit. New mission I received is praying for the children so that have desire to be renewed and babtised in Holy Spirit. After the session, instead of peace and joy, I am off guard, my hubby started to pouring his heart down, opening up his vulnerability, putting me in the spot. I calmed myself down and listened to him. For those that he may have assumption due to lack of communication, I voice out my feeling too. The reason is not to defend myself that I am right, but to tell him the...

Yesterday, we had sunset strolling at Marina Promenade. It's a good time to unwind and do low impact exercise by strolling around Marina Promenade and watching sunset.