The message for second milestone of 9 days journey is purification.
Day 10 - 10 October
It's our youngest's birthday and I need to travel to Jakarta for company workshop. It took 1.5 days and I felt good bashing my CEO and COO with lots of questions. These are not to corner them but to wake them up how's the market right now and whether our products and commercial term fit the market.
In the evening, I have project assignment for my sustainability course and everything turns well.
Day 11 - 11 October
Another full day workshop in office and apparently one of colleagues shares with me what struggles and stress she feels right now due to micromanage and rigid clocking. I totally understand her as I feel the same. I don't even know who this company anymore, the culture has changed and so does the value. I really want to help her but I don't have any power and authority, I feel so helpless
Day 12 - 12 October
I make friends with 2 new joiners from different team as they are apparently sitting next to me. Talking with them, listening to them open up our vulnerability and I feel connected with them. This is culture that I know, respect and appreciate people and understand their feeling and vulnerability. But it seems with the fast growth, it's all gone
Day 13 - 13 October
Flying back to Singapore and in the evening the CEO messages us about new company strategy to ramp up since we are merging with another company. The good things are buying time and I have more "kakis" to do sales. She's a nice girl and I love to impart my skills to her so when I am leaving, it doesn't disrupt the process.
Day 14 - 14 October
It's mom's birthday, I learn a lot from her to be steadfast and stand still during adversity. I want to have quality time with hubby but ends up going out with friends and I don't feel excited about it.
Day 15 - 15 October
What if questions and confusion. Hubby agrees to accompany me to the conscious market festival and at night we watch our of Lady of Fatima and praying Rosary together.
Day 16 - 16 October
Travel for business trip and able to pour out my thoughts to the CEO, and I feel good about it
Day 17 - 17 October
I feel tired and overwhelmed with my works, feel under pressure to think about pipelines, my BCG courses, my circular economy projects
Day 18 - 18 October
Attending Tech in Asia and feel good and positive meeting old clients and friends, my prospect business partner and self pamper
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