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Fifth 9 days Thanksgiving journey - 54 days Novena

The theme for this week is THE SIGN


Day 37 - 6 November

Coming back to office feel my life so dull, dragging my feet, everyone is busy, no conversation and just heard that one of colleagues last day but the management just don't care and treat people like commodity. I feel uncomfortable so I message him, asking and wish him well.

Day 38 - 7 November

I heard 3 colleagues resigned, one of the C-level which the last day will be this Friday, one from legal and one from risk team and the last days will be on December. People are resigning from the company as they are not treated with respect and value. They just like commodity to do works. It's been expected. The question is when is my time to tender the resignation letter ? Today I work from home as 3 of my colleagues down with covid, I feel so good.

Day 39 - 8 November

A taste of like that I want, today I am work from home as I want to have a taste what life that I've been dreaming of. Starting my morning with prayer and going to gym for exercise, I feel so good to see familiar faces who're going to gym constantly then coming back home start my works. During lunch time, I go to church for 25mins lunch time mass and then having lunch at home. Then I continue working again. It's kinda dynamic and never dull. Something that I've been longing for but don't know when will I get my life back


Day 40 - 9 November

Decide to work from office and spend my morning time going to the gym with our eldest son. I feel so good after exercise, it's the life that I have been longing for. Then in the evening met with BCG mates and share about my new ventures, there's a partner in BCG that's interested in supporting me. Returning home receive the good news that our middle and youngest ones are receiving awards.


Day 41 - 10 November

Going to the gym in the morning and feel so good and energetic. Reaching office and seeing my COO is already there and I feel sick when my head of finance bootlicking him. Anyway I just do my works the best I could do, there's a deal opportunity with my BCG mate and see if that happens. In the evening, we had family dinner at Sweechoon

Day 42 - 11 November

Dropping my kids and hubby to badminton, Garden by the bay and seminar and having me time to self care at gym then in the afternoon serving FB as Worship leader and spending my evening with friends at JB

Day 43 - 12 November

Going for Sunday mass and parent's meeting for altar boys and in the afternoon, hubby and the boys serving Indo mass led by our spiritual priest when we went to Holyland.


Day 44 - 13 November

Today is deevapali holiday, trying winter coat and going to our god daughter's birthday. Since Indo is not holiday, I am still "working" replying the message and heard that one of ex - colleague return back to us.


Day 45 - 14 November

The last day of fifth 9 days thanksgiving journey and our CEO came to office today and sit next to me and He asked me to plan for the official launch of Nikel Academy. I was excited as it's my core strength.

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