I have decided to rediscover my "First Love" — my love for Jesus — especially during this Lenten season. This is a 40-day journey into the desert , a time to reflect, to find who I truly am, and to reconnect with who God is in my life. I pray that by the end of this Lenten season, I will experience healing, regain my self-confidence, and most importantly, restore my confidence in God. I am still hurting and struggling with feelings of disappointment when I remember how I was cornered and cast aside, even though my only intention was to help the company grow and succeed. For 4.5 years, I prayed faithfully for the leaders, the staff, and the prosperity of the business. Yet, in the end, I was left feeling unappreciated and humiliated. As much as I want to forgive and move on, it feels like every door I try to open remains firmly shut. Even when a few doors seemed to offer hope, they quickly closed, leaving me back at square one. I often feel useless and not good enough. I was e...