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These past few days, I’ve been overwhelmed with uncertainty and anxiety. Negative thoughts have been echoing in my mind:

"Most of your friends in your CG received great job offers—why not you?"
"Can you really make this business work?"
"Tuition fees are rising, insurance premiums are increasing—can your husband's salary cover everything?"
"Will people even rent from you?"
"It’s a seasonal business—what will you do the rest of the year?"
"Finding a job would be the easiest way to earn money."

Logically, all these concerns are valid. But instead of giving me clarity, they only bring more anxiety and confusion.

I started questioning myself—Did I make the right decision?
Sometimes, I catch myself scrolling through LinkedIn, searching for jobs that might suit me. But nothing seems to align.

As I prepare for my business launch, I feel a mix of emotions. On one hand, I’m excited and energized, knowing I can finally use my gifts and talents. But on the other, I worry—What if demand is lower than expected? What if, instead of earning, I become a financial burden to my husband?

Then, just now, while on the treadmill, I came across a YouTube channel called "Hear God’s Voice." It was a much-needed reminder that God speaks to us exactly when we need Him.

We may not always hear His voice directly, but He speaks through the people around us, our dreams, experiences, and even in the ordinary moments of our daily lives.

The key is to listen—to recognize His voice and trust Him, even when His plans don’t seem to make sense.

Right now, as my faith wavers, I lean on my husband as God’s messenger for me—helping to guide my path and be a light when I don’t know which direction to take.



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