Davin Indah Love story

This is what I feel right now, my life is in a mess. I lost my purpose and direction. I feel trapped in my work and alone against the world. These past few months were very intense for me especially in my work. The dynamic and chemistry have changed within the management and the team. There's no clear direction and guidance, I am lost in translation, need to handle different things that unrelated with what I am supposed to do. And with recent incident with the client that I am handling, there are many things that contradict with my principle. I am really lost and not sure which one is right and wrong, am I too kind, am I too innocent, is the business supposed to work this way, do I need to conform with these against my principle, am I fit with this business, am I the one who's weird ? There are many questions inside my head right now which I couldn't answer, and I can't even voice out my opinion freely anymore. I really want to quit as it's too much for me to bear. ...

Last Saturday we explored new "Orto" which located at West Coast area. We had steak dinner and ice cream for dessert and exploring the area.

Usually we attended Sacrament of Marriage, this month we attended Sacrament of Ordination which is very rare moment. We witnessed the deacon in our parish ordinated as a priest. It's a very touching moments to see all the priests gather around and blessed one another. I really admire their parents who are successful to bring their children's faith in the high level to put God first above everything else. We attended the mass as a family with the rest of altar boys. We met some familiar faces of the priests including our ME spiritual guide Fr. Gerard. Hopefully this event inspires one or two or three of our boys.

We are celebrating our 15th years anniversary something different than usual. We started our day with Wakeboarding and Wakesurfing. This is our first time learning this and it's fun, eventhough I injured my left arms, overall I enjoyed it. It's not easy for first timer but hubby was able to do it and enjoyed the ride. Then we had a hearty lunch at Winestone using our voucher so it's really worth it. Tired from morning activity, we went back home to have a Power Nap then we went to church for thanksgiving prayer as our gratitude and ask for the grace so that we can continue our marriage journey and always support one another.

15 years together as a couple marks a significant milestone. The traditional symbol is CRYSTAL, represents the clear and sparkling love of the couples. Indeed we had been in the purification in the past 2 years, our love and faithfulness have been challenged. By God's grace, love and mercy we are able to overcome all those hurdles and challenges. This year, our anniversary theme is ADVENTURE and looking back how we started from the ground zero when travelling was just a dream and today we are so grateful that by God's providence we are able to travel around the world in different continents, more than 50 cities, ticking our travel bucket lists and even realised our parents travel bucket list. So here's the meaningful gift for our 15 years wedding anniversary to remind us to be grateful and contented for what we have achieved and looking forward for more travel adventures together !

These are the meals I had for a week from Monday - Sunday (10 - 16  July 2023) And after one week, this is my weighing on 2 July 2023. There's an improvement - Body weight : +200g - Body fat : - 0.4% - Subs fat : - 0.2% - Muscles : + 0.2%

These are the meals I had for a week from Monday - Sunday (3 - 9 July 2023) And after one week, this is my weighing on 8 July 2023. There's an improvement - Body weight : - 300g - Body fat : - 1.1% - Subs fat : - 0.6% - Muscles : + 0.5%

  These are the meals I had for a week from Monday - Sunday (26 June - 2 July 2023) And after one week, this is my weighing on 2 July 2023. There's increase in fats and water as I am having my period. - Body weight : - 500g - Body fat : +1% - Subs fat : +0.3% - Muscles : -0.5%