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9 days Mute mode

After receiving the vision of Eagle, it guides me to discern what God wants from me for my next step.

I know that my time in this company is going to end soon, I don't have a heart and excitement to come to the office any more. Personally, I have my own deadline but again I want to align my desire to God.

Thus, in this 9 days starting from today until next Tuesday, I plan to do spiritual and physical detox

  • 9 days Novena Mother Mary
  • Abstinence from all unhealthy snacks, fried food and sugar

I want to discern two big things

  • When is the right time for me to move on
  • What is the next thing God wants me to do

I have personal deadline which is I plan to start a new next year but not sure where and what should I do.

I prefer to wait and see for this 9 days what will be the direction.

This is my heart's desire

1. I want to go for personal healing (physical and spiritual) 

  • going for gym in the morning
  • rewrite my personal goal and plan

2. I want to spend quality time with the kids

  • be there when they return back to school and teach them and going out with them for fun

3. I want to work remote so I can manage my own timing

4. I want to work in the fields where I can impart my skills, give social impacts and help clients to make money and make social impacts too

5. I want my life to be meaningful and find fulfilment in whatever I do


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